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[He'd heard from Rin that both Roshian and Giriko had gone in a single night.  Though he wasn't very fond of them himself, he remembered how distraught Luke had been for those few weeks when his 'mother' had been droned, and how happy he'd been to have her back.  The two of them . . . They were obviously important to his friend.

He isn't surprised when he rings the doorbell to be greeted by Roshian's smiling face.  She pats him on the head.  'Luke was upstairs.'  Evidently, she still remembered that they were friends.  They were the same age, after all, in the same classes.  And if he thought about it . . . Luke was the first real friend he'd made here and still his closest.  He nods to the drone, quickly hurrying up, a jigsaw puzzle tucked underneath his arm, a small box of chocolate held in his hands.  If Luke felt even half as badly as he had when the Netherlands had gone, or Margot . . .

But the moment he walks through the bedroom door to be greeted, his face falls.  No cap.  Nothing blue.  No trace of that interesting way of speaking Luke had.  Around the room . . . No Gizmo.  No home pictures.  And now that he thinks about it . . . no funny robot on the front lawn.

It is suddenly very difficult to swallow.  He carefully walks to the desk, setting his presents down, barely capable of doing so without trembling.  His hands . . . Lucas shoves them into his pockets quickly.  As he backs away, a small box set atop the desk catches his attention out of the corner of his eye.  "For Lucas".  Turning to the drone boy to ask in a casual manner, he is greeted with mild surprise.  If it had his name on it, certainly, it was for him.  Once again, his shaking hands can hardly grasp ahold of the object, but he manages it in the end.  And when he turns to leave, he doesn't even apologize as he accidentally sweeps  a stack of books off the desk.

He stumbles down the steps and out the front door, clutching the box to his chest.  The heaving of his chest as he runs . . . He can pretend that it is because of the exertion that his chest has become so tight.  Not because it has become so hard to breathe.  Not because of the tears that flow, unwanted, from his eyes.

  . . . Goodbye, Luke.  May you solve every puzzle that arises to challenge you.]


1. Alone in the park, Lucas finds the most isolated bench he possibly can and eases into it, still holding the box to his chest.  He has an inkling of what's inside.  The same reason he had shown Luke where he kept his box . . . Now, though, he simply sits.  And allows himself, after a few futile moments, to cry softly.

2. He has calmed down enough to go through the things that had been left to him.  Just as with the Netherlands, just as he himself did, Luke had kept notes.  Lucas dries his tears, looking through each piece of information carefully.  It's hard for him to understand right now, but . . . He will go through everything again when he's in a less harried state of mind.  The Westport notes.

3. It had been too late for Luke.  But it didn't have to be that way for anyone else.  Not if he hurried up with this.  Lucas is too shy to take pictures of people, but late into the afternoon, he is in the park with an ancient, half-broken camera, practicing taking pictures of trees and squirrels and snowdrifts . . .

((A bit deliberately less accessible than the usual entry, so I'm going to ask that no more than 3-4 people respond to the first prompt.  Thanks.))  
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1 - hope this is okay!

Date: 2011-02-03 05:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
[Kay's walking through the park and almost misses Lucas on her way through, but catches him just as she's leaving and doubles back. He looks pretty upset about something, so she approaches slowly.]

...Hey. Everything okay?

1 - /slides in early.

Date: 2011-02-03 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ergaleomancer.livejournal.com
[[Theta tries to get a walk in every day, and frequently that brings her to the park, even to the furthest corners. She doesn't particularly like children, but she's also making a very conscious effort to try to fake it and be nice. She hasn't missed the fact that it's a boy, or at least what looks at first glance like a boy, and boys rarely cried in her world. That meant whatever it was was serious to him. She limped over and sat down heavily on the bench, and stayed still awkwardly for a moment before speaking, her voice strained as the normally loud and abrasive man tried to force herself to speak in a gentle tone.]]

Good day. ...Are you...going to be all right?

[[She puts her hand on the back of the bench, leaving herself open to be hugged, but not going so far as to actually offer one to him.]]

Of course!

Date: 2011-02-03 09:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[As he hears someone calling to him, Lucas quickly wipes at his eyes before glancing up, smiling tremulously when he sees who it is.]

Hi, Kay. Uh-huh. Everything . . . Everything's fine.

Date: 2011-02-03 10:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[The unexpected appearance of the stranger is a surprise to him, and although he is quite fond of hugs, his instinctive reaction to a stranger is closer to aversion. As a matter of fact, he couldn't even be certain that she wasn't a drone . . . Her injury would suggest otherwise, but it was possible. Regardless, it was embarrassing to be seen like this, and so he dries his tears and briefly flashes a pale smile.]

I-I'll be fine, miss. Thanks . . .

Date: 2011-02-03 10:28 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
...You don't look fine.

Date: 2011-02-03 10:58 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ergaleomancer.livejournal.com
[[She almost corrects him about calling her miss, but it's a lot of trouble to explain and he doesn't look like he can handle it. She doesn't buy his smile, though.]]

You certainly don't look it. ...Let me guess, someone's been droned?

[[It isn't a hard guess for Theta--it's the only thing like death here, and the only thing that she thinks would warrant tears.]]

3

Date: 2011-02-03 11:09 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rapier-ex.livejournal.com
-Virginia eventually trots up on Quicksilver, giving Lucas a smile.-

Never knew you were a shutterbug.

Date: 2011-02-04 02:39 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
Um.

It's nothing too important. Just. A close friend of mine's . . . gone. I know crying doesn't help anything, but . . .

[Lucas tries to speak as casually as he can. He knows it's stupid to cry.]

Date: 2011-02-04 02:42 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
It's okay... everybody feels like crying sometimes.

Date: 2011-02-04 02:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
Um.

[Lucas had a lie ready in place. He'd been running when he'd tripped and twisted his ankle and it had hurt quite a lot. But if she'd guessed so quickly, there wasn't much point in it.]

It's silly, but I couldn't help it.

Date: 2011-02-04 02:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[All trace of his tears are gone by now, and he smiles softly back.]

Hi, Miss Virginia. A-Ah. I'm sorry, I don't think I understood what you said . . .

Date: 2011-02-04 02:59 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[He sniffs a little again and wipes at his eyes.]

Sorry . . .

I think this is the twentieth time I've broken my promise to myself.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
Promised yourself you wouldn't cry anymore?

Date: 2011-02-04 03:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[He nods slowly.]

I guess . . . I'm just kind of a crybaby.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
Crying just means you care about people. It's nothing to be ashamed of.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ergaleomancer.livejournal.com
...Someone being droned permanently is a bit like death. [[Because it's normal for children to be aware of what death means.]]

It's the only thing that's permanent around here. It's...quite natural to grieve, not silly at all.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
A lot of people have said that. It's not good to cry too much, though . . . It was just that . . . Right after I said all those things about missing people, a-and . . .

[oh, darn. lucas swallows a little and sniffs again, turning away.]

Date: 2011-02-04 03:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
Hey, c'mon... you don't have to be embarrassed. I'm not gonna judge you for it or anything.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:22 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
[That was an analogy, which, unfortunately, Lucas hadn't even been considering. He turns to the side as he swallows through the lump in his throat again, taking a few seconds to compose himself.]

No. No, it just means I won't see him again. Luke will be happier at home with the Professor.

[Forget everything he said three days ago, he wasn't going to believe that about his friends.]

Date: 2011-02-04 03:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
I-It . . . It's still embarrassing.

[After a little bit, he pulls his legs up and scrunches up into a ball, his face pressed into his knees.]

People from different worlds . . . I'll never see them again. It's hard . . .

Date: 2011-02-04 03:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rapier-ex.livejournal.com
You know, right? Shutterbug? Camera enthusiast?

Date: 2011-02-04 03:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com
Oh! . . . Only recently. It's really neat, isn't it? Being able to capture people's images so quickly like this.

Date: 2011-02-04 03:28 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] thief-of-truth.livejournal.com
[Kay frowns sympathetically. She'd go for a hug or something, but Lucas doesn't seem like he wants that sort of thing right now.]

I know... it's really tough saying goodbye. Especially when you don't get the chance.
From: [identity profile] has-a-name.livejournal.com
*a certain somebody is at the park at the lake, holding a briefcase and looking at the still duck-less pond with a vaguely forlorn look*

Date: 2011-02-04 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rapier-ex.livejournal.com
It really is... -Especially considering photos are all she has left of her father.-
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