[The Netherlands is gone. That is the worst. But close behind was the thought that despite everything he had gone, despite how much he had promised himself that he would be strong, despite how much he knows the Netherlands would hate to see him this way . . .
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[The Netherlands is gone. That is the worst. But close behind was the thought that despite everything he had gone, despite how much he had promised himself that he would be strong, despite how much he knows the Netherlands would hate to see him this way . . .
He is still so weak.]