[He feels sick. It's not like self-destruction was particularly new to him. He'd already decided it'd be the path he'd take if Mayfield did come to an end and he couldn't simply choose to imprison himself there.
But it's different. Actually admitting it out loud. And his voice cracks a minute, before he can reply again.]
I'm sorry.
For existing. And what that entails
I'll probably never go and tell him that, the real you, but I guess I can tell you. Not like you matter or will remember, cause I doubt you'll be around much longer.
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Date: 2011-10-27 04:20 am (UTC)Not really.
[He feels sick. It's not like self-destruction was particularly new to him. He'd already decided it'd be the path he'd take if Mayfield did come to an end and he couldn't simply choose to imprison himself there.
But it's different. Actually admitting it out loud. And his voice cracks a minute, before he can reply again.]
I'm sorry.
For existing. And what that entails
I'll probably never go and tell him that, the real you, but I guess I can tell you. Not like you matter or will remember, cause I doubt you'll be around much longer.