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Lucas ([personal profile] a_gentle_boy) wrote2011-01-28 05:19 pm

Twenty-Ninth PSI

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[The days of January have passed relatively uneventfully for Lucas.  He's had a lot to think about, and a lot to consider.  For now, though, each time passes much like the rest, and he will take happiness in whatever peace he can get.  His routine is fairly straightforward.

1: Every morning, early morning, Lucas gets on his tea table and delivers his paper. He's still getting used to the hang of it, though. Maybe he'll accidentally smash it into your door, at which point, he'll hurriedly get off to check to see if he damaged anything. Most of the time, he hasn't.
2: After school, he practices piano alone in the music room. By this point, he can be eavesdropped upon without anyone wanting to forbid him from ever touching an instrument again. The songs he plays are strangely melancholy.
3:
In his free time, he sits in the park or in his house and practices his sketching.  Most of the time, he's drawing his friends, so perhaps you'll run across him drawing you.]

[voice]
[A phone call is broadcast to everyone later that night.]

Hello?  A-Ah.  This is Lucas.

I've been thinking a lot lately, and there's something that's been on my mind.  I guess I want to ask . . . How long has this town been here?  How long have people come in and out?  Does anyone really know?  But what's more important is . . . does anyone really remember everyone who's been here? 

When people get droned, we think they've gone home, right?  It's the hope we have, and a lot of the times it's true, but can we really be sure that it's everyone? Sergei -- the Russian man.  He, um.  Didn't he say that they were in a lot of pain?  That some people who were droned . . . that they were still inside.  If that's so, then . . . then we can't just forget about them, right?  Even if one person is still here as a drone, we can't forget about them.  And either way, it's terrible to forget the people you've become friends with at all.  To forget about the people who've come to Mayfield and who've gone.

............. I know I've already started to.

Does anyone think we should maybe start keeping track?  Just . . . something so that the people who come here won't ever be forgotten.  Maybe even signatures.  So if you do start to forget, then you can look back and see everyone's name and remember.  Small things like . . . Miss Margot, and how she was always caring for her sister.  Fuuko and how much she loved starfish.  Mr. Zero, and how fun his gym classes were.

It might be a bad idea.  Or too much work.  But . . . Well.  I guess if you don't want to talk about that, maybe we can just share stories of people who've been here and how important they were to us.  I'd love to hear that kind of thing.

[Please specify 1, 2, 3, or voice.  Although the actions are really just default Lucas interactions if your character has no interest in this topic.]

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
Christmas. It... they made me feel things. Others' things.

... the drones. They're... in agony.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:17 am (UTC)(link)
What?

[This is his instinctive reaction. His intelligent reaction, after a few moments of thought, comes shortly after.]

What was your Christmas wish?

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
I don't... remember. I just--Jolt said the town made me... feel what other people... did.

[Because Jolt was a lot more rational at the time.]

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
. . .

The town made you feel the way the drones did. That's what you're saying? And they were in constant pain.

[Lucas's grip on the phone has become hard enough that it is hurting his hand. He doesn't notice.]

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:32 am (UTC)(link)
Only when I was... near them, but yes. More or less.

[Deep breaths, Sideswipe.]

... Constant pain, yes. It was horrific.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
It . . . It might have been a trick.

[Lucas doesn't sound too sure of himself, though. Something like that couldn't be true. Could it?]

That's . . . I mean. Some people do go . . . back home . . .

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-30 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
It wasn't a trick.

I knew exactly how Jolt was feeling when he felt it.
Edited 2011-01-30 04:55 (UTC)

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 04:04 am (UTC)(link)
((I found that icon fail hilarious for some reason, sorry.))

. . . It could have been modified just to do that when you were around drones. T-There's still no way to be sure. They're smart enough for that.

[There is a pitch to Lucas's voice that isn't usually there. He needs for you to agree with him . . . ]

I forgot what my keywords are on this account a lot /sob

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
Why. Why would they? I felt what everyone else did. Why would the damn drones be different?

No worries!

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 04:44 am (UTC)(link)
Just to make you feel pain . . .

[Lucas seems to have forgotten that he was the one who proposed this theory in the first place. But he had never thought that what was meant was Excruciating Pain. If that was so . . .

Mr. Netherlands. Margot. Free. Fuuko. Everyone . . . ]

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
I felt plenty of pain. They broke Jolt's heart.

I know exactly what I felt. And what I felt it from. Like it or not, everyone we cared for is currently in agony.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 04:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[That was an extreme, even for this topic of conversation. Lucas can be persuaded to believe 'there are people' or even 'most of the people'. The way Sideswipe phrases it, though . . .

It's exceedingly unlikely that anyone notices, but 846 Goldberg glows as brightly as day for a few moments in the night.]


I can't believe that.

But if that's true, then . . . when we beat this town, once and for all. There will be a great debt to pay.

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-01-31 08:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sideswipe grew up in a world full of war and harsh truths. There's no reason in his mind to hide anything, or sugarcoat it. Extreme or no, he feels it should be said.]

Live in denial all you like. It doesn't change anything.

... I intend to kill them. And I intend to take pleasure in it.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-02-01 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
[That is to say . . . He would not believe that simply because Sideswipe had felt a few drones in pain, it could be extended to all of them. There was a flaw in that logic somewhere, although it remained a possibility.]

They must have a reason for all of this. And we'll still need to find out how to get home. Please wait until we've learned what we need to learn before you do.

[Perhaps it is of note that Lucas has not said anything against the execution of those in charge.]

[identity profile] weaponsparked.livejournal.com 2011-02-01 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
To have us know... those we've lost are in a constant state of pain?

They want to torture us. Isn't that reason enough?

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-02-01 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
But why do they want to torture us? Why do these things happen at all? They've made it clear that they want us to keep on living in this town . . . Some people've even guessed that they need us here. But if that's so, they're not doing it the right way. A lot more people would want to stay if the town wasn't so horrible.