Lucas (
a_gentle_boy) wrote2011-01-02 10:49 pm
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Twenty-Eighth PSI
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[There is fumbling on the phone line for a few seconds and a bit of hesitant breathing, as if the speaker isn't sure whether or not he should say what he's about to say. When he finally gets the words out, though, they are spoken firmly, with confidence.]
I believe him.
I'm not going to ask anyone else to, but . . . I do. I don't think for a second that he can really get us out of here, but I think he's trying to help us. It's not out of selflessness or anything -- There's some reason we can't understand . . . If it makes sense, though, I think . . . I think whatever he's after, it's better for him if we escape than if we stay. It's not for our sake. But I believe him.
We've fought so hard for so long. So when somebody offers to help us for the first time . . . If we just refuse and say it's a trick to hurt us even more -- Isn't that a victory for them, too? We've all been hurt so deeply that our first reaction is to be afraid. . . . I don't want to become like that. I don't want to become someone who's bitter and frightened and always suspicious. I understand -- I'm naive, and I'm stupid. But I've gotten as far as I have by believing in the good of people, and I won't let Mayfield take that away from me.
. . . He said something to me. 'Keep on keeping on'. . . .
[filtered to Crowe, Kay, Luke, and Ness]
[He's chosen the people he wants to speak with carefully. There are so many people he loves and cares for in this place, but . . . He needs a certain type of person for this. And after carefully considering for another few moments, Lucas slowly and deliberately filters away from his mother. There are some things he doesn't want her to know.]
I have something to show you. It might not be a good time now -- When all of this is over, though, I'd like to ask you to come over when you can. Thanks.
[There is fumbling on the phone line for a few seconds and a bit of hesitant breathing, as if the speaker isn't sure whether or not he should say what he's about to say. When he finally gets the words out, though, they are spoken firmly, with confidence.]
I believe him.
I'm not going to ask anyone else to, but . . . I do. I don't think for a second that he can really get us out of here, but I think he's trying to help us. It's not out of selflessness or anything -- There's some reason we can't understand . . . If it makes sense, though, I think . . . I think whatever he's after, it's better for him if we escape than if we stay. It's not for our sake. But I believe him.
We've fought so hard for so long. So when somebody offers to help us for the first time . . . If we just refuse and say it's a trick to hurt us even more -- Isn't that a victory for them, too? We've all been hurt so deeply that our first reaction is to be afraid. . . . I don't want to become like that. I don't want to become someone who's bitter and frightened and always suspicious. I understand -- I'm naive, and I'm stupid. But I've gotten as far as I have by believing in the good of people, and I won't let Mayfield take that away from me.
. . . He said something to me. 'Keep on keeping on'. . . .
[filtered to Crowe, Kay, Luke, and Ness]
[He's chosen the people he wants to speak with carefully. There are so many people he loves and cares for in this place, but . . . He needs a certain type of person for this. And after carefully considering for another few moments, Lucas slowly and deliberately filters away from his mother. There are some things he doesn't want her to know.]
I have something to show you. It might not be a good time now -- When all of this is over, though, I'd like to ask you to come over when you can. Thanks.
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Hi, Kay. Come on in. . . . I'll take your coat for you.
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"So, what's up?"
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It's actually a favor I need to ask of you, Kay. I'm sorry for not giving you any warning or anything, but . . . I can't keep it just to myself anymore.
. . . Do you remember someone who was here named the Netherlands?
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. . . He didn't tell many people, but he never stopped trying to reach her again. After a long time, I think . . . they almost became like friends. Something like that.
He left me this when he went home.
[There had been the slightest hint of hesitancy before 'went home', but he pushed it aside. That was what he believed, for certain. They had reached his room now and Lucas walks over to his dresser and pulls out the middle drawer. Underneath his neatly piled shirts, he retrieves a box.]
These are records of every conversation he ever had with Jane Smith.
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[Kay is equal parts surprised and impressed over this.]
"...Can I open it?"
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If I go, too . . . no one would ever know about this.
[Never mind that he had told someone. But she had gone, too.]
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"Wow... this is a lot. I'm pretty impressed."
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. . .
All I really wanted was for someone else to see this. But . . . since then, nobody's ever tried to do the same thing again.
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. . . I want to try again.
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I don't know if she'll be open to children at all, though. And there's Lucy and Billy to think about, too.
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If she's in there.
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[Kay frowns a little before putting her hand on his shoulder.]
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And you remember the party, too? A few people said Jane hurt them then, but I'm not too sure about that . . .
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Sorry for late again; a lot of stuff came up. Feel free to ignore.
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[And he nods. And hesitates. He wants to ask if she's willing to help him at all, but. He can't do that. Not after what just happened to her at City Hall . . . ]
. . . Thanks for coming over, Kay.
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