That's between the two of us. No one even knows about anything that happened in my home except Mr. Netherlands. And maybe Miss Alice if she's a good guesser. But I don't talk about it, and if you don't want me to say anything, just say so. It's not like you're behaving differently around other people to trick them.

And why can't I still hope for something even if I don't think it's very likely? I didn't say you can't do it. I said I don't think you will.