a_gentle_boy: (Mesmerized)
Lucas ([personal profile] a_gentle_boy) wrote2011-12-17 12:23 am

Huh?

[phone]
[Oh OK so.  That just happened.  ...Lucas listens a little blankly to the announcement before blinking a few times to himself.]

So, um.  I'm... kind of... still here... So don't worry!  ...I mean, not that it's really that important, and there are probably a lot of other people who are really gone, but.  ...Is there someone else named Lucas here?

[action]
[Today is a normal day.  Lucas delivers the mail, takes his rounds making sure his friends are alright, stops by at the malt shop... And yet, everywhere he goes, he gets nothing but dirty glances.  It's more than mildly confusing, and so it is that he ends up sitting on his front porch frowning to himself.  It's been a long time since he's done so, but eventually, he'll get out the yo-yo and begin to quietly practice some tricks by himself.

The rhythmicity of the movements makes him feel a bit better.]


((Lucas was wiped, so please respond as if he were fake!))

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[If Karkat listens closely he can hear the moment when all of Lucas's bodily functions stop. There is dead silence for a long time before a quiet, low voice speaks.]

I don't have to explain. You agreed to it, too. You should understand.

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
Of course I do. I never said I wasn't a complete asshole.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
...Tavros did, too.

[Lucas's voice becomes even softer.]

We shouldn't have to do this. Your world, with your game. Mine, with... what happened. Asking us not to exist so that our worlds could be saved... I'd give anything for that.

[Complaining is something he rarely does, but even Lucas couldn't be selfless all the time.]

It's not right to have to do this.

...I should go find him.

[identity profile] crusthatecean.livejournal.com 2011-12-18 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't care about my world. My world was a miserable pile of shit that was ruined from the start.

I just wanted a future for them.

Go find him and tell him why you thought he would be fine without you. At least he'll have a chance at believing you. At least he's not completely forgetting you.

[identity profile] a-gentle-boy.livejournal.com 2011-12-20 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
[There's another silence, this one punctuated by the sound of heavy breaths.]

You really think he wasn't a part of my dream?

I don't know you very well, Karkat, so I'm going to assume you're just being a good friend the way you know how. Or maybe you really have been replaced and you're just playing your games.

Either way, I don't think you know what you're talking about.

Thanks for trying to warn me.

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