Look kid, you shouldn't worry too much about the small stuff. You tried and you really cared about what you were doing. Chances are you did the best anyone could do.

Some guy like me, given the chance to get whatever he wanted? I'd probably slip up and wish for something pretty selfish.

I might say I am a good guy but I'm not even close to your level. I'd rather have you decide than almost anyone else I can name. Trust me.